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woombo23:
  I'm not mad at what you did. You feel very deeply for this server and obviously you felt some injustice with it all. I can see from your point of view and i understand. You deserve a ton of credit dude. You've made some really awesome stuff and have helped others and myself more than anyone could ask for.

As for any arguments, or beef we've had in the past. I apologize. These things are certainly not worth dwelling on and holding anymore resentment. They just simply aren't worth the time and effort for any parties involved.

I've grown up a lot. I've experienced really bad times and really good times. When we were all playing i was around 15 or so i cannot sit here today and say I'm the same person i used to be. I'm 22 now. I learnt that a big part of forgiving others is also learning to forgive your self and not allowing the past to have control of our present.

I'm totally fine with everything that has happened. Its just a building, and it can always be made bigger and better. I don't in all honesty even expect koolio to fix it, he's put up with a lot of my bullshit and for that I'm sorry to him for having even had to deal with some of the things I've put him through. I don't expect sympathy either.

And for the last thing. That dragon zking built is WAY cooler than the dragon johnny built. I don't think anyone could kid them self's of that haha. It's just time to move on from all that old baggage man just let it go. Trust me no body in this big world of ours is worth your stress and resentment.

Koolio:
Well looks like ^^^ that's all cleared up then, sheepman really gets into things and he don't hold back :D sheepman you ok man? you been really throwing things up on kz history and getting things off your chest lately.

As for the mess of the spawn area, I wasn't aware of it so its good you mentioned it woombo. Because I might have removed the older world backups and replaced them with the newer backups I did late last month. So I'll be sure the keep the older backups of the worlds aswel.. but  if it was from ""said it was done on 7/30 so about ten days ago. "" then I think its fine as I backed it up before that date, and I did mention in the shoutbox that was it was going down end of the month, so sheepman was probably just blowing off some steam :D

Strangely it seems the server is up still though, which it shouldn't be... I've been away all week and figured it would be offline now as it was meant to expire end of last month, I guess it might still have another month to go that was already paid for ,I'll have to check now.

In anycase I don't see the point in the time to do any restore on it as it wasn't even meant to be online right now. ..which is actually good I might have another use for server which I didnt think I would when I cancelled it.... I finally got around to adding the start of a multiplayer implementation in a new game I've been working on, I'll post about it that later sometime when its a bit more complete.

1.902:
Honestly, its been alot to discuss. Its others game i used to play, and similar problems(not the exact same but similar things), and just the games directions and it really bothers me. Ill admit that its personal to some just because i do blame the last "few support" so to speak for some things, including my self. We can all do better ill admit, i mean theres more to zone ofcourse but its just pained me to be apart of things that arent exactly helpful/good memorys.

Like even though we all built it yeah, the fact my name wasent on a credit board in the spawn did anger me since its hard to take if it was a personal thing or not; in which that matter is a whole as its own which does include woombo, but maybe not to extent/understanding i may believe. It just made me feel left out really, no care for credit, like damn push me away from here though it was all us. Hurt really. PS: I do apologize for the alcohol statements, (i mean even the trolling, i hold it to an esteem of it being some of the problem of SUPPORT BUDDIES! though you were a staff, some difference look how kott was why i say it always)  But the statements about you being drunk honestly hold it because of just that a time awhile back, really just because it was like the last few players we had on the server, and you came by and terrorized them. Ill admit it was hilarious but sad because it was like that shit they could easily never come back or just come to hate this server. 

All in all, i am mad at a few of you guys, and ill say to that pepsi he got a little bit of it, since i mean i really was mad at you guys basically even the day Koolio promoted you(woombo) were promoted and sea was also, johnny had his support and i was so happy; until everyone started acting like shits. Lol then i was like "smh why be happy?". Its like damn not even a day i got to regret feeling good about something, and its funny it was the same way with kott. Felt happy for someone, was let down. I wonder if that will be the last two times i regret being happy for someone? not. But its why i hold it, might not be relevant all to these days, but it means something overall! even if kz was a game; is the logic devised not working? are we not using time(money) to play the game? are we not litterally using are real essensence to make something? thats just were i always have seen games, as more then games. Why i dont forget things atleast to moderation, its like if we dident hold are mistakes/memorys to some extent we would all be cavemen learning how to light a fire to learn how to not burn ourselves. I mean its a bit different here, but ill explain.


Just recent games overall have brought back some old memorys, thoughts and such. Old games i played long before Kz. Im battling some people/ even the game team developers there to make sure they get there poo poo together and not make any bad updates to the game!!! Its a longstory in its self but its been a rough one! iv had to tell them they are smoking/exposed to chemicals because of the ideas they are producing!  So just being here and destroying stuff, even just dealing with old memorys(because i have been dealing with some there ofcourse) around the game so its just been rough overall. Could just leave it all behind, easily move on. But what the fun-- well not all fun :( as just concluding to reality as it may be. Atleast just to some of my own thoughts, but just to say somethings arent healthy to games, in which then depends on what the vector of the game is. Overall im just pissed about alot of things, and have been taking some out here but also because i want Zone to be amazing!!!! I mean Koolio you are the main but really its up to us all to help, even in just small ways to make it amazing though ranting isent the helpfulist thing really about my own wont help but i just want to set the record straight, espeically about things that were very bad to a server which it was a game; but they were real actions that were not exactly friendly or helpful. Been doing it alot, people dont like it! but whats gotta be! 

Kaleb:
Lol its woombo

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